Well alot has happened since I last updated. Some good and the rest.. Mostly bad.. I haven't cried this much in a very long
time. First the good stuff..
About 2 weeks ago I moved in with Jay into a nice comfy place in Millrise. It's by Shawnessy. Im mostly settled in now. Its
still weird not being at "home" but i'm adjusting pretty well. I still miss my family and pets alot but I know I can go there
anytime I want. Its not like im away from them forever. Also Jay and I have 2 little kittens that we've had for a couple weeks
as well. One is Coca and one is Cola. They have gotten pretty big already. They are just 9 weeks now. They sure are a tonne
of fun! They really have grown on me.
And now for the tough. There have been alot of deaths now since September 2006. My Nana's cat who was 15 passed away. She
was just old and sick. Then my Opa passed away Nov.1 in the hospital. The day before Christmas my Nana's other cat who was
only 4-5 months old was hit by a car... Feb.5 My best friend Runt died in my arms and now my aunties 16 year old cat is going
to die in the next couple days because of Kidney failure. The next animal to enter heaven soon is Shelby.. She has serious
arthritis in her front legs and she can hardly walk anymore. She is also panting alot and isn't eating as muh anymore. She
has a vet check in the next couple days. I just can't beleive how death is following so closely in my family. It's really
hard trying to stay so upbeat and happy when it feels like everything around me is dying. This year has started off so horribly.
It was supposed to be a good year.Anyways i'll update in a while when Im feeling a bit more positive. My prayers are with
my auntie this week, and with Shelby. I hope we have a little more time with her. :(

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